I am a thinker...My mind never stops. I am always thinking about something. Some say I over think? Others say I am a bit OCD at times? Whatever the case may be, the mind God gave me never seems to turn off.
Oh the things I wonder about....
I wonder if I will ever have a brown headed child?
I wonder if Mitt Romney will ever be president...I sure hope so.
I wonder if I will ever remember to check the pockets of my kids pants before I put them through the washer? Or if I actually just like picking up little itty bitty pieces of wet Kleenex from my washer bin and the entire load of laundry?
I wonder if my husband will ever know how much I need him. He always tells me I am such an independent person that I don't need anyone...but oh how I NEED him.
I wonder what choices my children will be faced with?
I wonder if I could eat FRESH shrimp everyday and not get sick of it? I think I could. Market Street's Shrimp Cocktail is the best in this "land locked" state of Utah.
I wonder if you will ever be rewarded because you are current on your mortgage and you don't need a government bail out?
I wonder if Lyza will really love dance and the arts, or if she will feel obligated to "do it" because I love it so much?
I wonder if I will ever stop making lists? I love making lists so much. Sometimes I make lists of the lists I need to make. The feeling of checking something off, making it complete, gives me such a rush. In fact as soon as I complete this blog entry that will be one more thing I can check off my list!
I wonder if my husband still sees the 23 year old version of me he fell in love with...9 years and 2 kids later?....I don't see her anymore.
I wonder why boys always get the best eyelashes...they don't even care about them as much as girls do?
I wonder if my mom knows how much I need her approval?
I wonder if it is embarrassing that I like the reality show "The Bachelor" so much? And on that note...I wonder if I will ever get to fulfill my dream and dance with Derek Hough on Dancing with the Star?
I wonder if Seth's future wife will realize how LUCKY she is?
I wonder if my kids will remember me as a positive person or as a person who was worried all of the time?
Oh how I wonder....
